2012

2012 is here:

1. Mikey is not here (in the physical form) anymore..and no I am not trying to creep you out by saying spiritually he still is, but he lives on in me, so I try not to be so sad about it. Ofcourse I have my moments, but it is to be expected.

2. New year, new baby. nearly 4 months pregs and feeling like I look 6 months pregnant...nice. other than this, everything seems to be okay, ultrasounds done and nothing out of the ordinary. Don't get me wrong, I know this is a blessing.

3. 2 years of marriage. I am blessed. Perhaps this is why I blog less, i've lost my angsty edge (hmm okay maybe not) but perhaps I just feel more kung fu panda centered.

Resolutions:

1. To get less affected by other people's melodrama.
I asked P the other day how it feels to be married to me. He said that we have enough challenges to keep us busy and not bored but overall life is easy because we are together. I'm guessing to some extent this is how it should be no? Therefore I am going to avoid others melodrama and minimize interaction with those that bring it into my life. I'm sort of sick and freaking tired of it already.

2. To be less critical of those that surround me.
I think I got this bad habit from my mother (sorry Ma, its true). People do the best that they can, and I should be grateful for that. And those that dont? Well, go back to item 1.

3. Save a little more.
I have always sucked at saving..I used to have a running tab with my credit card at 60,000 pesos. Now that they have increased my limit (120) I seem to be spending that amount every freaking month as I pay it off every month..sheesh. Then again, I used to spend my money on more trivial things (read: boozing) now at least its in assets. But still, save a little more for the kids and for us.